rants

Pretty sure that if someone really treat you as a bestfriend would not do something that make you upset? I have so many question marks in my brain now. What should I do? What can I do? What will I do? How I wished somebody is there to teach me what to do.

"Usually when you're down, the only person who can make you feel better will probably be the person behind why you're upset."

I don't know why it upset me. Friends come and go, some, I rly don't mind losing. But obviously this friendship I can't afford losing, and I don't want to. I don't know how should I express it, I am rly a loser when it comes to explaining and sometimes I explain in the wrong way which leads to miscommunication. I wished I knew what to do. But now all I can do is to ignore and heck care. But fuck, I don't want to. Argh forget it. 

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