Need to rest

Has been working for the past two days, manager training me to be a cashier, and I finally managed to remember all the menu and how does the burger look like etc. I'm sorry to those customer that I gave wrong amount of change on the first day, luckily most of them are forgiving  :) 

On the second day, was a nightmares for me. I am not gonna blog about that incident but that is my second time doing counter and I meet such customer early in the morning which make me feel scared, worst still, I have to apologise for doing nothing. :( 

I wasn't in wrong. Sigh......

But customer is always right since I'm working right? So I got no choice but to apologise even though it's not my fault. I felt sad, because I was fame for nothing. And I lost confidence after that. I am really thankful to my manager who helped me to settled and still ask me to jiayou! My colleague was really nice, she is willing to help and teach me, she too encourage me and gave me confidence! She taught me the most. :) Thanks for their encouragement I managed to pull myself back. :)

 I must say I really have nice colleague and manager. I enjoyed working so much here although it's tiring! Of cause, can't wait for the pay, to roll into my bank!! ^.^  Will be working till school starts.. That's tiring, but I know I can do it! 

I don't know what's this picture for. For decoration la ok? Haha! 

but anyway I have always wanted a tongue piercing. But I am rly afraid of the pain.

And naval piercing too.. 

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RANTS 

I hate the facts that I am born with a thick eyebrow, not being pretty, not skinny enough, not good enough for everything, lousy at almost EVERYTHING, and worst still, a not good very nice temper.

But that's the facts, that's me. I can't really change everything, but one thing I really want to change, my temper. I can get pissed off very easily. Really don't like it. So all this while, I have been trying my very best to endure my temper. I can do it! Gambatte!!!! 

I am thankful to Sandrea the one who endure my attitude for bloody 3 years. If it's other I guess they might already left. She is also willing to volunteer with me, every saturday to shelter and also sometimes stray feeding. I have been thru many many things with her, and I am proud that I am her friend, her best friend. I really hate myself for feeling scared that she doesn't treat me as her best friend at times. And I can't afford to lose her either. And sometimes I really hate her for not scolding me, my fucking attitude! And still always letting me to win although I actually lost. She is the best of the best.<3 

Start to appreciate your love ones before it's too late.