2013

2013 should be a good year for me. But, the first month of the year my health already giving me problems. I hate wasting money to see doctors and I hate falling sick. The feeling is terrible - who doesn't know? 

Hyper Ventilation occur in school which I wasted $44.60 and I only given Vitamins and Gastric protection. I was feeling very cold when I was having lesson, I wore jacket. But still, feeling very very very cold. I went to the back of the class, and found a place which the fan is not switched on and hence i thought it won't be cold there. But I was wrong! I still feel cold and more and more cold..... And tadaaa hyper ventilation.

Hyper Ventilation is the state of breathing faster or deeper than normal,(hyperpnoea)[1] causing excessive expulsion of circulating carbon dioxide, this means that the arterial concentration of CO2 tension is falling (Paco2) below normal (35–45 mmHg).[2] It can result from a psychological state such as a panic attack, from a physiological condition such as metabolic alkalosis, can be brought about by lifestyle risk factors or voluntarily as in the yogic practice of Bhastrika. It often occurs together with labored breathing, which, in contrast, can also be a response to increased carbon dioxide levels. COPD, Asthma and multiple panic disorders have also been identified.

Credits: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyperventilation  

I am super thankful to JWSS teachers! Especially my mother tongue teacher as she looked super worried, she thought it was asthma, but it wasn't asthma. My form teacher, holding me tightly in the car and to the doctor as I have no strength at all. Mr Aziz for lending his car. Mr wan for driving. Thank You teachers! ;')

Went to poly clinic few days ago for referral letter and they did a check up for me. I forgotten what is it called, but it's a machine that check my lung if it's working well. I have to lift my clothes up lol so that the nurse can put the tube on my body. It's fucking ticklish & uncomfortable I swear! I don't like the feeling of people touching my stomach and chest lolol

And it cost freaking $16 only hahaha. ok lah cuz poly clinic of cuz it would be cheaper.

Ok bb!

Someone like you

On Saturday as usual went to the shelter, but with seniors! After shelter, went to cineleisure. Craving creamy chicken all the way!!!! And craving satisfied! ^.^

Fyi, I only eat creamy chicken @ Pastamania! I mean the only food that I will order.

ULTRA NICE. :D MUST TRY! It's not that creamy! I'm those cannot stand thick thick cream one or else i will vomit and I won't eat at all. 

Creamy chicken $9.10 each!

 Close up.
Ok, I'm craving for creamy chicken again!!!

Honey Garlic Chicken $4.90 each!

 This two covers were bought from the shop beside Pastamania @ Cine! Real cheap, $2 for the blue one, $1 for the pink one! I like plain desgin tho hahahaha

Went to shop @ H&M but found nothing I like and for new year too.. Forget it. Shall head to bugis instead, this Sunday!

 THIS IS FLUFFY. YES, HIS NAME. I NAME IT.
UNFORTUNATELY, it's not mine. BUT IT'S ALRIGHT, TOTALLY ALRIGHT,
I have BELL BELL.

 If you are not aware that I have a hamster:

He grow penis already. HAHAHA That time not so obvious but now so obvious!!
And now, he keep mark territory which means, ANYHOW PEE AT HIS CAGE, and even worse, when I let him out to roam, he also pee. LOL FORGET IT. His pee like nothing one lol. Bell bell should be around 4months old - 6 months old now? I don't know, hahahahahaha

but he is really a cutie and always give me innocent looks so that I will feed him more. lolol so smart lor!

But anyw had lunch with cousin today @ wadori! :D
So full till now i'm not hungry at all lol im enjoying my dragon fruit and soyabean now! :D
xx

Grateful

When I was young I used to afraid of dogs/cats, I don't even dare to go near!! And when I get to see one, I will " daddy daddy dog coming ".

To think about it now, I am really very timid when I was young! :(

And one day, my cousin decided to get a dog, a toy poodle, that's the time when I started to like dogs and overcome my fear! :D

But unfortunately my mother does not allow me to have one, I really have no idea why she didn't allow, but I use alot alot alot of method but she still don't agree.

1) I cut my wrist. (that's stupid don't learn)
2) I leave the house for one day (that's idiot don't learn)

3) I cry and cry. (that's retard don't learn) 

I was really upset. 

Because she didn't tell me the reason, but after awhile, I realized I should have adopt one when I start to earn. I stopped asking. And that's when I started to do something which related to dogs! 

And also the reason why I stopped asking. 

I went for stray feeding for the first time EVER. I have no experience at all. But the aunty allowed me and sandrea to go with her. (not revealing the locations). The first time I saw so many dogs, the first time I get to help, the first time I volunteered, the first time.. I started to love mongrel more and more, day by day. 

One day, I saw someone posted on fb stating that they need volunteers. So I immediately texted the person!!  It was a good experiences at the adoption drive. And I was really very happy to meet them, I get to help, to hold the leash at least. I was nervous though, as I really afraid if I will do anything wrong. I am glad I didn't embarrassed myself. Hahahahahaha. 

I started going shelter every Saturday and I do feel tired at times. As long as I feel happy, It worth it. And also the volunteers there are friendly! :)

Especially aunty hilda, she would fetch me and sandrea at pasir ris mrt when we reached there. Thank You Aunty Hilda! She also taught us alot of stuff too!! And also stories while driving! :P 

Moral of the story, don't give up even if you failed to do so! But work hard for it to fulfill your dreams! ;) 

First two days of secondary three

Just reached home from school 15 mins ago! And here to update my blog. ☺

1st day of school was good! And I'm officially Secondary Three. Time passes fast. 2 years ago, I was still a Secondary One student. And, time flies, here I am, a Secondary Three student. And I promised myself to work hard until I graduated from JWSS! ^.^

And one funny thing, I still thought I'm still lower sec, and hence forgotten that my recess is 11am. And wondering why my teacher not releasing us for recess!! So gong one. lolol

I'm happy to announce that my Mathematics's teacher is Mr Aziz! And finally, I can concentrate on Math's lesson now! yayyyyyy! Like a finally. Because my maths sucks a big time, I really need alot practice and pay attention in class or else this year sure die. And looking thru science's textbook, and it seems to be tough though. :'(

Work hard Pauline, you can do it!!! x

Went kbox yesterday right after schl, they met me nearby my schl.

We were super crazy at there, and playing all kinds of very high songs. Really enjoyed myself. But was super tired after kbox too... My energy drained like mad. The people there confirm think that we are mad!!! And we are in the first room somemore, near the counter..... Dam fucked.... And forget it, we're here to enjoy. WHO CARES?! #WHYSOSERIOUS

2nd day of school, today. Was good too!!! Starting to love school recently, I rather go to school than stay at home nua like a pig! And of cuz, faster graduate from sec schl. Can't wait till that day. woooohooo! No homework for today and yesterday. *yay*

Went to mac donalds just now. And Sherry treated us mac cafe!! ^.^
And homeeeeeee~~ They have cca. I have too!! But I'm going next Thursday instead.

*oopssssss* Promised to go CCA. Next week ok!!!!! ^.^ 

 Ending with a picture of me and my dearest cousin!! ♡♡♡

2013

HAPPY NEW YEAR, readers! ^.^